Finding missing hope

Finding missing hope

Many months have passed since my last post. For that, I apologize. I’ve had to step away from this blog for various reasons. Honestly take your pick: depression, anxiety, bad mental health low self-esteem, feelings of helplessness, feeling lost and confused, forgotten… also shame. I’m ashamed that I stepped away for so long and it’s […]

The perils of weeding

The perils of weeding

I had the coveted MRI done and you need to really hold on to your seat for this one. Ready? It showed……nothing! That’s right, it showed a perfect sacroiliac joint with zero inflammation. I could die from frustration, but my body will take that task over soon enough (Jk’in, I plan on being a pain […]

Season of Growth

Season of Growth

The last time I saw my rheumatologist was on Valentine’s Day (coincidently). That day she put in the order that I get an MRI to evaluate the cause of my back pain because it wasn’t improving. The pain started in December and has slowly worn me down since. I am now on gabapentin/ medicinal marijuana […]

Chronic illness and Sex

Chronic illness and Sex

I ovulated last night. I know this because it was one sided pain that quickly went from discomfort in my side to debilitating pain in about 2 episodes of Altered Carbon. (btw, I really like that show, Tak is pretty hot lol) I joke with the hubby that when we want to concieve, we will […]

“Progessive disease”

“Progessive disease”

I have been suffering with back pain for months. I told me GYN about it, he said it was likely the two cysts I currently have on my ovaries. Valid argument. The primary care doc told me to take tylenol and stretch. He said it should go away soon enough. I started stretching and moving […]

IUD Battle Scars (TMI warning)

IUD Battle Scars (TMI warning)

I had to stop the birth control pill. My doc and I discovered that was causing a hormonal I’m balance and killing my poor cells. My GYN didn’t have an explanation, but he seemed to be pleased with how much better I did. Unfortunately, after a couple of months off the pill, my endometriosis reared […]