Diagnosis: Mixed Emotions

Diagnosis: Mixed Emotions

I saw my rheumatologist 3 days ago and she told me the words I wanted to hear. The diagnosis I had rattling around my brain for months. What crazy person WANTS to hear they have something potentially awful? Well, me, and a lot of other people out there (more than you think) with general, vague … Read More

Season of Growth

Season of Growth

The last time I saw my rheumatologist was on Valentine’s Day (coincidently). That day she put in the order that I get an MRI to evaluate the cause of my back pain because it wasn’t improving. The pain started in December and has slowly worn me down since. I am now on gabapentin/ medicinal marijuana … Read More

Chronic illness and Sex

Chronic illness and Sex

I ovulated last night. I know this because of the pain quickly warped from discomfort in my left side to debilitating pain in about 2 episodes of Altered Carbon, season 1. (btw, I really like that show, Tak is pretty hot) The pain sucks ass, but I joke with the hubby that when we want … Read More